Again I start this post with an apology, I keep promising to be a better blogger and I just can't believe it has been such a long time since I checked in..........I do however keep up to date with all my friends blogs, I'm dead nosy and like to keep abreast of going ons :o)
A few things have happened to me since I last posted and I'm not going to bore you with it all but I have lost all my confidence in my jewellery! And I'm scared to death that I wont be able to create again, I've always used my creativity to keep the world at bay when things get too much and I'm struggling to find my muse again, arrrgggghhhhh...............
It was a throw away comment by someone who's a bully and should have known better...........perhaps I should have been less sensitive and not taken it to heart but I have........
Anyway, stressed, upset and demoralized I've been signed off, my immune system has let me down again and I've spent the last few days with swollen glands and a killer of a migraine.
Today, I have covered my table with precious beads in hope that some inspiration will strike and If I can work out how to upload pics to Flickr from my new computer (Its an MAC.......my brother thought it time I grew up and got a proper grown up PC with photo shop on so he sent me one to practice on) I'll let you see.
And whats with the cold climate, I AM sooooooooo cold! Last night in bed I nearly resorted to putting a pair of socks on, nothing worse than cold feet in bed, mine take ages and ages and ages and ages to warm up so I'm going to treat myself to a lovely, fluffy hotwater bottle to snuggle up too!
Will check back in soon, promise.........oh and I need to come clean with some more facts about lil ol me and tag some friends so watch out guys.......
xxx
A few things have happened to me since I last posted and I'm not going to bore you with it all but I have lost all my confidence in my jewellery! And I'm scared to death that I wont be able to create again, I've always used my creativity to keep the world at bay when things get too much and I'm struggling to find my muse again, arrrgggghhhhh...............
It was a throw away comment by someone who's a bully and should have known better...........perhaps I should have been less sensitive and not taken it to heart but I have........
Anyway, stressed, upset and demoralized I've been signed off, my immune system has let me down again and I've spent the last few days with swollen glands and a killer of a migraine.
Today, I have covered my table with precious beads in hope that some inspiration will strike and If I can work out how to upload pics to Flickr from my new computer (Its an MAC.......my brother thought it time I grew up and got a proper grown up PC with photo shop on so he sent me one to practice on) I'll let you see.
And whats with the cold climate, I AM sooooooooo cold! Last night in bed I nearly resorted to putting a pair of socks on, nothing worse than cold feet in bed, mine take ages and ages and ages and ages to warm up so I'm going to treat myself to a lovely, fluffy hotwater bottle to snuggle up too!
Will check back in soon, promise.........oh and I need to come clean with some more facts about lil ol me and tag some friends so watch out guys.......
xxx
